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[Ayumi Hamasaki] YAY!!

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[Ayumi Hamasaki] Sexy Little Things

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L ~ 50th Single
01. Sweet Season
02. Virgin Road
03. Last Angel
04. Sweet Season (instrumental)
05. Virgin Road (instrumental)
06. Last Angel (instrumental)

Rating 10/10
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This has to be, hands down, the best single Ayu has put out in years! What a great way to celebrate her 50th single. Sweet Season is a mellow pop song about looking back on the past and feeling nostalgic. The PV has a 60's theme and a surprise-twist ending. Virgin Road is a slow ballad with just Ayu's flawless voice and an orchestra backing her. The lyrics describe the journey two people have taken; from constantly fighting to understanding and caring deeply about one another. Ayu admitted on her Twitter that the song is about her mother. Finally, Last Angel starts out slow with an orchestra instrumental playing, and it transitions into something funky with a steady beat. I really have no clue how to best describe it. I don't think it sounds much like anything else she's done before. The best way I can describe the lyrics is that its about the struggle to find love, and to keep moving forward.

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The... ~ 1st mini-album
01. Itsudatte Kimi ni
02. Get Ready
03. Long Way
04. W
05. Itsudatte Kimi ni (Floor of the Intelligence Remix)
06. Get Ready (Caramel Pod Remix)
07. Long Way (DAISHI DANCE Remix)
08. W (The Big Sky in the East ver.)
09. Itsudatte Kimi ni (THANKSGIVING LIVE IN DOME ver.)
10. Get Ready (THANKSGIVING LIVE IN DOME ver.)
11. Long Way (THANKSGIVING LIVE IN DOME ver.)
12. W (THANKSGIVING LIVE IN DOME ver.)

CD+DVD Version
05. Itsudatte Kimi ni (instrumental)
06. Get Ready (instrumental)
07. Long Way (instrumental)
08. W (instrumental)

Rating 10/10
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CD+DVD Instrumentals
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When I had heard previews of the songs, I was not very impressed. Even now something just feels like it's missing (HoMin), but these songs have really grown on me and I am officially a big JYJ fan. (psh, like that was unexpected...)

Itsudatte Kimi ni just sounds so sad... which bothered me at first. But thinking about where these guys are in their lives right now, it does make sense. And so the fact that they can be so real and channel their feelings so well... it's like magic. I think my favorite part of this song (aside from all of it) would be Junsu's high notes. He really adds *something* to the song. I'm also thoroughly enjoying Yuchun's soft voice - he's usually rapping or getting small bits in ballads. Get Ready is so much fun! I'm glad there is a song like this on the album. It's not quite a pop song, but not quite a dance song either. Just one of those GO CRAZY AND FEEL GOOD kind of songs. Long Way is my favorite song (especially the instrumental). It's not your typical ballad; the mix of drums and a harp make such an interesting sound. Finally, W (Double)... what can be said about this song?! The lyrics are so beautiful I just want to cry. Another ballad that just seems so sad, but this one also has that hint of hope that makes my heart swell. This is another ballad that the boys (men) have put so much of themselves and their own personal feelings into. And again, it really pays off.

If you like music with a message, you will love this album. If you appreciate hearing the depths of a person's emotions through their voice, this is the album for you. If Junsu, Jejung, and/or Yuchun's voices make you melt, WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?




Thanksgiving Live in Dome [concert audio]
01. Itsudatte Kimi ni
02. Shelter
03. Kimi ga Ireba ~Beautiful Love~
04. Kanashimi no Yukue)
05. Kimi no Tameni/Noreul Wihae - For U
06. TOKYO LOVELIGHT
07. been so long (feat. LISA)
08. Rainy Blue
09. Kimi ga Iru Dake de (Kome Kome Club cover)
10. I Have Nothing (Witney Houston cover)
11. My Girlfriend
12. Maze
13. XIAHTIC (feat. Yuchun's rap)
14. COLORS ~melody and harmony~
15. Get Ready
16. Long Way
17. Intoxication
18. W

Rating 10/10
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A bit different -- I have the audio from the DVD of JYJ's Thanksgiving Live in Dome concert. I did not keep the talk portions in this audio cut. If anyone is actually interested in them, I'll re-cut the 'album', but otherwise here are the 18 songs performed. I also edited track 12; I cut the band introductions. If anyone is bothered by this, I will be more than happy to re-cut this track as well. I originally made this for personal reasons and decided to share as an after-thought.

Points I'd Like To Make: 1] Yuchun's English. There's something about this live where he sounds even clearer and sexier than ever. I was especially impressed with Shelter. Though his rap in XIAHTIC was a little on the disappointing side. The only words I can seem to make out is Yuchun dropping the f*bomb about four times. I don't much care for swearing, and since that's all I understood... /sadness. 2] The chemistry. It's almost as if the whole crowd melts away and they're singing to each other, in their own little world... it's beautiful. 3] Vocal quality. Even though this is a live performance, their vocals are the closest to studio quality that I have heard from an artist in a long time. 4] The rawness. Is that the right word? What I mean is that this live is full of raw emotion. During the happy songs you can tell just how much fun they're having. During the sad songs you can tell how much their hearts ache. They have truly put 100% of themselves into this entire live. ♥
[mihimaru GT] Hiroko / Hearts

mihimaballads ~ Compilation
01. Love Letter
02. Shiawase ni Narou ♥♥
03. diverge ♥
04. Koisuru Kimochi ♥
05. Love Is... ♥
06. So Merry Christmas -TAKE06-
07. Squall ♥
08. disconsolate ♥
09. Hoshi no Suna -TAKE10-
10. ALIVE ♥
11. Sayonara no Uta
12. YES
13. Omedetou ♥♥
14. Kakegae no Nai Uta ♥
15. Te wo Nobaseba ♥♥
16. Koisuru Kimochi ~Five Years Later~ ♥♥

Rating 8/10
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Not that mihimaru GT really needed another best-type album, but I have to admit I do love their ballads. I mean, look at all those ♥'s! I'm not going to describe each track, I'll just touch on the new song & remakes.

The first remake would be Hoshi no Suna -TAKE10-... I can hardly tell the difference between the original :\ I've tried listening to both versions back and forth, and I honestly can't hear any difference, which makes me really sad. I was hoping for a different arrangement or change in vocals, but it appears the song has only been remastered and sounds almost the same as a result. Lame. Koisuru Kimochi ~Five Years Later~ however, sounds very different from the original! I think I even prefer this version. There is more of a beat, and more mixing, added to this version. Instead of being a typical ballad, it sounds more like a urban-pop-ballad - the sound mihimaru GT is well known for. Another big change... the original song had only Hiroko's vocals, but now a rap was added for Miyake. It does seem a little 'out of place', but it isn't terrible. Te wo Nobaseba is one of my new favorite songs. Much like their ballad michishirube (which I wish would have been included!!) it gives me a slightly sad, and very nostalgic feeling. And Miyake's rap is my favorite part. The way the music changes... I can't describe it. I'm just in love.
[Final Fantasy] Shiva

BEGINNING OF THE END ~ 1st Album
01. WHERE'S THE LOVE? (feat. THE CHOIR) ♥
02. BRAVE HEART (feat. 西野カナ) ♥
03. FORGET ABOUT U (feat. AYUSE KOZUE)
04. NEVER CHANGE (feat. TOKO) ♥♥
05. FLY HIGH (feat. WISE)
06. もう一度 ~GET UR DREAM~ (feat. TOKO, KAZMANIAC, FEROS, U-KI, NAMBA) ♥
07. FAKE REALITY (feat. 光永泰一朗, KAZMANIAC)
08. LIKE A FIRE
09. DANGEROUS (feat. ITT)
10. GET NERDY (feat. KAZMANIAC)

Rating: 10/10
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NERDHEAD is a new group made up of Giorgio Cancemi (Producer/MC/Lyricist/Composer/Arranger/Mixer), So-Hey! (Violinist), and Yamada Hirokazu (Pianist/Keyboard). Giorgio was previously part of the Urban-pop duo So'Fly with singer TOKO, but the two decided to pursue solo acts. I'm not sure on the backgrounds of So-Hey! or Yamada Hirokazu, however.

I'm not too fond of the opening of WHERE'S THE LOVE?, but getting past the first 25 seconds, I really enjoy this song. It reminds me a lot lyrically of the Black Eyed Peas song with the same name (well, Where is the Love?) - though this song is a lot chiller and feels smoother. BRAVEHEART was the first single, and it was the song that drawn me to NERDHEAD. It's best described as an orchestra ballad meets rap. Sounds like a strange mix, but the end result is beautiful. NEVER CHANGE is like listening to So'Fly all over again. TOKO is back! I won't lie, this song makes me cry. It is a break-up song, but even more it's about telling someone you care about to never lose the amazing qualities that you first fell in love with. もう一度 ~GET UR DREAM~ is a bit more upbeat and like So'Fly again. Feeling so fun, and again with TOKO!
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I was about to put this in my LJ, but I realized I couldn't be as open as I want to be there. Thankfully I have another place to go and let this stuff out...


Dear Best-Friend(?),

What is going on between us anymore? We haven't talked in so long. Maybe part of that is my fault, but I'm trying. I've sent you a few messages on myspace and AIM but you never respond. Maybe with AIM you're not actually at the computer when I'm on. But what about myspace? IT TELLS ME THAT YOU'VE READ THE MESSAGES AND YOU APPROVE ME COMMENTS! Why can't you just say something?! *sigh*

The last time we talked, you didn't seem to want to talk about yourself. You kept asking about me, or we talked about fandom type stuff. I have no idea what is going on in your life. Is it because you don't want to talk about it with anybody, or is it just me? Are you trying to push me out? Then why not just say so, and end this charade. Sure it would hurt me, but I'm hurting now not knowing what the heck is going on. At least then, I'll stop "bothering" you.

We haven't seen each other in over a year now. I know things come up, and a few times it's been things on my end. But the last time (for my birthday) you just blew me off. Didn't talk to me for a few weeks. Then *I* was the one to say something to you. Of course, not about the what had happened. I should have. Ever since then I've felt very distant from you.

Are you trying to push me away, or are you just in a place in your life where you don't know what's going on? I hate say it (and I know you'd hate to hear it), but you're starting to seem a lot like your mom. You even said it yourself that she doesn't let people get/stay close to her. Isn't this the same thing?

I love you like a sister, and I always thought you felt the same. We've been friends for SO LONG, and we still have a great deal of things in common... Can this friendship continue to work, or is it a lost cause? Of course, it'll never work if you've given up. I haven't. Should I, though? There's a voice in the back of my head saying "You'll end up getting hurt even worse if you keep hanging on. Just let go." But after all we've been though, I can't bring myself to do it. Is it because I'm a chicken and I hate change, or is there still something special worth holding onto? I can't even tell anymore. How sad is that?!

Signed,
Your (hopefully) Best-Friend
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Six names you go by

1. Sarah
2. Sarah Marie ♥
3. Lexi (nickname due to an old inside joke / long story)
4. crazy (from my username going_x_crazy)
5. Adela (my name from Spanish class, back in high school)
6. err... not sure about another XD

Three things you are wearing

1. pink tank
2. blue PJ shorts
3. christmas underwear!

Two things you want

1. the entire mihimaru GT albums/singles collection! I'm only halfway there... (and yes, that is ONE thing)
2. a McChicken sandwich

Two things you did last night

1. Watched the stuff on the DVR from over the weekend
2. Watched Namie Amuro's PLAY Tour DVD (or at least half of it until I got tired and went to bed)

Two things you ate today

1. A hotdog for lunch
2. 5 cheese pizza for dinner

Three people you talked to on the phone

1. nobody
2. not anybody
3. no one (I don't use the phone very often)

Four Favorite Drinks

1. Mountain Dew
2. Red Bull
3. Orange Juice (preferably Tropicana or from Micky D's)
4. Blue Raspberry Slurpee

Five things you are doing tomorrow

1. Go to work
2. Hang out with Mike (my boyfriend♥)
3. Checking my email?
4. Listening to music while checking my email...
5. ... other stuff (I lead such an exciting life, y/n?)
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So I've been saving up for a trip to Missouri this summer with my boyfriend's family... I was planning on saving about $300 for the trip. Well, today I found out I'm only going to need to pay $50 for the hotel room and then I'll need some extra cash for food on the way there and back. That's all. (My bf's dad found an AMAZING deal on a hotel suite). So since I have extra money saved up... I spent about $100 of it on CDs and DVDs. XD I feel kind of bad about it. But it's stuff I've been itching to buy. Most of it was from eBay and those items were less than $20 each (some less than $10), so I guess that's a pretty good deal. And then I pre-ordered two of mihimaru GT's CD+DVD singles from CDjapan. One comes out in June, and the other in July. And they both come with posters. I'm excited. And hey, I had enough money to make a payment to Sallie Mae (for my student loans), and I was able to pay more than usual. (Typically I can only afford the minimum payment of $50 each month). And I still have a few hundred in the bank. So it's alright that I spent so much, right? haha. I can't help feeling a little guilty right now, but the rush I get from finding these awesome deals on eBay is crazy! I don't plan on buying more for a while, so it should be all okay. :P
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Somebody posted this video on LJ and I can't stop watching it. It's a little scary, but absolutely hilarious at the same time XD



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01. BITE
02. LOVE ADDICT ♥
03. COSMOS
04. SECRET IN MY HEART
05. EVANESCENT ♥
06. VAMPIRE DEPRESSION ♥
07. REDRUM
08. DEEP RED
09. I GOTTA KICK START NOW
10. TIME GOES BY
11. SWEET DREAMS
12. HUNTING
13. SEX BLOOD ROCK N' ROLL
Rating 10/10
VAMPS is a rock band put together by Hyde (L'Arc~en~Ciel) and K.A.Z (Oblivion Dust). I have been a Hyde & Laruku fan for a few years now, and VAMPS is quite similar in sound, though perhaps a little heavier rock? Hyde sings the lead, as well as playing the guitar and K.A.Z also plays the guitar. I only just started listening to VAMPS' music... yesterday. So I don't think I can quite say anything other than "I CAN'T STOP LISTENING TO IT!" I marked my favorites (so far) with hearts. If you like rock, check 'em out already! :D

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01. MADE IN HEAVEN
02. IT'S SAD
03. EVERGREEN [DIST.] ♥
04. JESUS CHRIST
05. COUNTDOWN
06. THE OTHER SIDE
07. SHINING OVER YOU
08. HORIZON ♥
09. SEASON'S CALL ♥
10. SWEET VANILLA
11. HELLO ♥
12. HIDEAWAY
13. PRAYER
14. MIDNIGHT CELEBRATION
15. UNEXPECTED [DIST.]
16. THE CAPE OF STORMS
17. GLAMOROUS SKY [ENGLISH VER.] ♥
Rating 10/10
HYDE released a best of album, and while it includes plenty of our favorites, there are also some new tracks/renditions. First of all Evergreen [Dist]? LOVE IT! I already loved the original Evergreen, but this new version is a little bit faster/upbeat. It's also in English, and Hyde sounds really good (there's an obvious accent, but Engrish is at a minimum). Secondly, HE RECORDED GLAMOROUS SKY! Hyde originally wrote the song for the NANA movie, and Mika Nakashima recorded it. I prefer Hyde's version, of course. This track is also in Engrish English. Oh, and bonus information - K.A.Z (Oblivion Dust, VAMPS) has worked with Hyde on various songs through his solo career, including writing and co-producing Season's Call!

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*side note: I don't know why I bother with the ratings... I keep rating everything 10/10! But that just mean's I post stuff I think is HIGHLY recommended :P
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There's this anonymous poster leaving messages on my friend's livejournal. It was a somewhat serious post, about something personal and they were posting sexual jokes and the word 'fart'. I left a comment (to my friend, not the anon poster) about how it was rude and she didn't deserve to be mocked like that. They then turned the anon comments to me.

At first I was a little peeved. I left a comment telling the person they must be a coward to hide behind anonymity. They left another stupid, pointless 'fart' comment. I then left a comment telling them if they're going to keep track of my comments, they must have no life. (I have comment notifications turned on, so I get an email alert when somebody comments back to me. Otherwise, I had forgotten all about my comments to my friend's journal... but since they're posting anon, they wouldn't get email alerts even if they have an LJ account.) My second comment received yet another 'fart' comment in return, and I realized leaving them another comment would do nothing.

So I left a public entry (in my typically friends only journal) about how anon trolls are amusing and so very stupid. I admit, it's extremely childish to try so hard to evoke any kind of attention from this troll. But I can't help it. I'm bored and feel like being a little childish right now. It's safe drama. And it's not like what I've been saying is anything I wouldn't say to this person's face if they decided to reveal who they really are. They, on the other hand, wouldn't say the things they've been saying (I assume) if anybody knew their true identity. So my immaturity is justified, right? haha. I don't even really care :P
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Yesterday I found an old Resident Evil fanfic on my computer. I originally wrote it about seven years ago (omg, that was forever ago!), but in 2007 I started re-writing it. The idea of the story is pretty cheesy, though the way I had re-written it was actually pretty good (if I do say so myself). So between yesterday and today I wrote two more chapters. I planned it out, and there should be about 10 in all (plus the Prologue and Epilogue). Maybe I'll post the re-write here. Though, maybe I'll re-write the other two stories (it was a trilogy), and then post them... The whole thing was based on a dream that I had one night, about what if I was a part of the Resident Evil series. I love taking ideas from my dreams and just running with them. So, the first story takes place in RE2 (with my in it, of course). The second story is Code Veronica, and the third story is an all original one. I wrote all those stories before RE4 and RE5 came out, so to keep it following the games' story lines (at least somewhat) I'll have to re-write a lot. But I think it could be fun. I feel like I'm back in Jr. High writing and reading these... It's a lot of fun. Definitely relieving all the stress that has built up over the past few weeks. ♥



PS. What are stories like that called? Mary-Sue's? Aren't those pretty much a no-no for fanfics? haha. I don't really care. They're special to me, and I like them.
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The two albums I posted below were missing their download links. *groan* I also messed up the links to those posts from [community profile] jmusic. *headdesk* I'm usually all about html. And I didn't even catch myself. It had to be pointed out. I feel like I look so stupid. >_<;

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01. Theme of mihimaLIVE
02. Love Is... ♥
03. Yurume no Lady
04. Itsumademo Hibiku Kono melody ♥
05. Kibun Joujou ♥
06. PUNKISH ♥
07. Koisuru Kimochi
08. YES
09. Sayonara no Uta
10. H.P.S.J. -mihimaru Ball Mix-
11. Tsuyoku Tsuyoku ♥
12. MAGICAL SPEAKER
13. Kakegae no Nai Uta ♥
14. Negai ~negai~
15. Kaerouka -TAKE 07- ♥
16. Yakusoku
Rating 10/10
mihimaru GT is, if you didn't know, my FAVORITE music duo ever. And I think their BEST OF album is the perfect introduction to their music. There's a blanced blend of pop, hip-pop, and ballads. Also on the album is a 2007 remake of their second single Kaerouka (2004). I would go through all the songs like I did with the NEXT LEVEL review, but I'd have too much to say about each track. :3 I marked my all-time favorites with hearts. If you like fun, upbeat pop/hip-pop or heartfelt urban ballads give mihimaru GT a try!

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[Ayumi Hamasaki] Puppy Love

01. Bridge to the Sky
02. Next Level
03. Disco-munication
04. Energize ♥
05. Sparkle ♥
06. Rollin'
07. Green
08. Load of the Shugyo
09. Identity
10. Rule ♥
11. Love'n'Hate
12. Pieces of Seven
13. Days
14. Curtain Call ♥
Rating: 10/10
This is Ayumi Hamasaki's 10th album, which brought her 10th anniversary year to an end. I marked my favorite tracks with hearts, but honestly, I love each track so much. Even the interludes (there are four of them) are amazing! The album definitely has a very dance/techno theme.

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[Ayumi Hamasaki] Puppy Love
I really needed to be in bed, like, half an hour ago, but first I wanted to update... I have the new ~summery~ layout up. I like it. a lot. I think I even love it more than my spring LJ layout! But I'll be making a summery layout for the el jay soon enough... ;]

ANYWAYS, back to the point of this entry - what am I going to really use this journal for? Let's be honest, I made the account to save my username. I don't really need a new journal. I have both a livejournal and an insanejournal. I'm much more active in LJ, simply because the other users there (in the communities I'm a member of) are more active. But my IJ has a purpose; I keep all of my fanfics, sim!story ideas, etc. stored there. As well as random lists (to do & such) to remind myself of. So what could be the purpose of another journal? What should my dreamwidth account become?? I haven't put too much thought into it really, but I think I might just use the main journal for graphics, sharing music, sharing my stories (yikes!), and... just being "me", and maybe a more open than I typically am on LJ. There are some of the same people on here from there, but there are some new people too. It's always great to get to know new friends. :] So yeah, we'll see how this goes. Just don't expect in depth, true-to-my-life updates. I'm def. keeping that in my LJ for those I've deemed my close interweb friends. Unless I make some friends like that here... then I might just make a few occational "highlight" updates with a filter. But I don't have anybody friended yet, so let's not worry about that now :P